Excerpts from the Diaries of a Manwhore
by Deirdre Bonneval
Copyright 2012 Deirdre Bonneval
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This book is a work of fiction. Any similarities to real people or events are entirely coincidental.
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July 11th
It's been a long time since I last kept a journal. Several years, in fact. If I recall, the final entry in my previous one related the frankly quite embarrassing tale of how I lost my virginity to a girl. If I were to rewrite what was at the time a four-page entry, I would do it so: it sucked. Not her fault at all, mind. Any girl would have difficulties pleasuring a guy who was in denial about his sexuality, let alone when it's his first time being intimate with another person. In any case, the time feels right to start a new journal. Here's hoping for less awkward moments this time; then I might actually be able to read it some years from now without cringing. And if I am to write more long entries about sex, they better be about good sex.
July 12th
I should perhaps begin by summarizing the last couple of years. School is decent fun. Economics is not the most fascinating subject, but the people are quite lovely and for the most part it hasn't been as stressful as I feared. I've been enjoying living on my own, too. Playing my music loud, having friends over until early morning hours, having the freedom to do whatever you want, whenever you want. Yes, I do enjoy masturbating in the living room in the middle of the day, thank you. The sense of freedom is immensely gratifying. I have a part-time job and live in a nice apartment in a central location, with plenty of friends and things to do. It's been good.
July 19th
Summer is in full swing now, at last. I walked ten minutes to the market and arrived sweating as if I'd ran a full marathon. Got home with the groceries and immediately took my clothes off and stood in front of the fan for a while to dry off. Surely that's one of the better benefits about the heat? You have a perfect excuse to walk around nude in your apartment. Even better when your neighbor across the street is so goddamn hot. I'm pretty sure he's gay. Or at least curious. I think he watched me for a while today. Not sure why he doesn't realize I can see him watching me... unless he does. Maybe I shouldn't talk to my landlord about fixing the air conditioning in my apartment after all.
July 22nd
Met a guy at the bar last night, Ben. Susie introduced us and we hit it off pretty much flawlessly. They had a class together last semester. Medieval history or something like that. He's quite gorgeous, really, I could barely keep my eyes off him the whole night. I'd be embarrassed about it if I didn't think he enjoyed being the center of my attention. The tease. We made out a little and exchanged numbers. Apparently he works at a bookstore downtown, I should swing by some time.
July 29th
Shit day at work. Shit day at home. Opened up a bottle of wine and stupidly drank the whole thing. Ended up calling Eric for a booty call. He came over, but instead of fucking I ended up just bitching and moaning to him the whole evening about this and that. I'm fortunate that he's such a good person, he took it well. Maybe he wasn't so into having sex to begin with. Either that or my unattractive meltdown was such a turn off that he just didn't care. He ended up leaving at around midnight and I pretty much masturbated and went to bed immediately afterwards. Not a good day.
August 1st
I finally managed to swing by Ben's bookstore. Man, what a day. Conveniently I had to buy some books in preparation for the start of the upcoming semester, so it made sense to stop by. He's as pretty by daylight as he was in the bar. We talked for a while and happily the same chemistry we had between us a week ago was still present. We're getting together tomorrow. With the way it went today I'm not nervous in the least, to be honest. I feel like I would already strip down for him and do his bidding if he wanted me to. I'd so love to fuck him.
August 4th
I missed a couple of entries, but for good reason, and I have enough material from the last day and a half to write a fucking book. I stopped by the bookstore again, at 18:00 or so, when he was closing. He locked up and turned the light off and we immediately started kissing. I almost can't believe he went for it, but he did. We made out for a few minutes and I couldn't help myself... I took off his shirt. I was worried he'd stop me but instead he pulled me into the back office and unzipped his jeans. I grabbed his ass and then pulled them down. He was so hard. I took my own shirt off and slipped my hand under his boxers, all the while kissing him. He has such great lips... full, and soft. His dick was moist with his sweat, which is understandable considering the incredible heat wave we're going through at the moment. I sucked him off for a really long time. He tasted great, and I swallowed his cum. I was unbelievably hard as well, of course, but I was just happy to please him. That beautiful smile on his face after he came will stay with me for a while.