All Mye Queen’s Men, No More Secrets
Brenda Stokes Lee
Daddy’s Girl Publishing House
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All Mye Queen’s Men, No More Secrets
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Chapter 1
What does a girl who has everything want for graduation? Absolutely nothing, except to be left the hell alone as far as Mye Queen was concerned. Things had been super silly crazy over the past months to say the least. Just when Queen finally got a handle on her GPA her ex-boyfriend, Paul was killed, defending her honor. To say that the last thing on her mind was graduation and her GPA would be a gross understatement. Her dreams of graduation and Medical School were quickly fading into obscurity and frankly, she didn’t really give a damn.
“Mye Queen, what do you plan to do about your grades?” Logic asked Queen as he noticed her books piled in the same place they’d been over the past six or so weeks.
“I don’t know. Let’s see, I have the option of going back to class and failing, or staying home and failing. So, what is the point? Anyway, I don’t think I can go back on that campus, ever, ever, ever again.”
“Have you even talked to any of your professors about making up the time you’ve missed?”
Queen shot Logic a “Nigga please,” look.
“My bad... I forgot that by some miracle… you just recently returned to the land of the clinically sane. Well at any rate, I think you should call Dr. Baxter and get a medical release. Then contact your professors so you can make up your coursework. If not, I’m afraid that you’re going to flunk out this semester and you won’t be able to graduate. Worst case scenario you’ll get an Incomplete instead of just taking an F for the semester.”
“I’m not really into it right now, Logic. I’ll deal with it later.” Queen nonchalantly replied as she channel surfed, aimlessly changing channels on the big screen plasma TV every ten seconds.
“Too bad! It has to be done before it’s too late.” Logic declared as he picks up his cell from the coffee table and quickly scrolls through his long list of contacts before placing a call.
“Good afternoon, Dr. Baxter’s office. This is Jeannette speaking.
“Hi Jeanette, this is Logic Hart. I need to make an appointment for my fiancé’ Mye Queen to see Dr. Baxter as soon as possible.”
“Is everything all right Mr. Hart? Has Miss Queen gotten worse?”
“No… actually she’s a whole lot better. We just need a doctor’s release for her to return to her studies. It’s her senior year and…”
“I understand perfectly. Jeanette interrupted. Look the earliest I can get her in to see Dr. Baxter is Monday two weeks from today. But I can get Dr. Baxter to write her a letter for school. You can pick it up tomorrow and she can return to class on Monday.”
“That’s great. I’ll see you tomorrow afternoon.”
Queen looked at Logic and rolled her eyes. “I’m not going back to that shrink. There’s nothing wrong with me.”
“Apparently nothing that Teddy’s dick can’t cure.” Logic sarcastically mumbled beneath his breath.
“What did you say?”
“I said you don’t have to. I’m picking up a note for your professors tomorrow.” He back peddled.
Logic was well aware what probably went down between Queen and Teddy at his ranch that weekend although he didn’t have any real proof. Well, except that Queen was one step from being certifiable before he left for Miami and now she was almost completely normal. Almost that is, she still was a little over sexed and very indifferent. But that wasn’t anything that he couldn’t handle.
After finding nothing to watch on TV Queen quickly turned her attention to her favorite toy, Logic. “So, Mr. Hart… a little birdie told me that you’re probably going to be the number one Draft pick in the country.” She said as she walked up behind him and began stroking his manhood through his jeans.
Logic, finding it really hard to focus managed. “Oh yeah and what does that have to do with you finishing school?”
“Well I was thinking… Do I really need a Medical Degree to be the wife of the NFL’s number one Draft pick?” She responded as she unzipped Logic’s jeans freeing Willy.
“Yeah, as a matter of fact you do. Because Mye Queen is suppose to be a doctor, not an NFL trophy wife.” Logic corrected her as she continue to work her magic as her soft hands slowly glided up and down his hard shaft with purpose.
“What if I don’t want to be a doctor anymore?” Queen asked as she stopped mid stroke.
Logic could hear the doubt in her voice. He knew that Paul’s death had turned Queen’s world upside down, but he’d be damned if he’d let it destroy her future. Reluctantly, he pushes her hands away, puts his mouse back in the house and turns to face her. “Since we were in the seventh grade that’s all you’ve ever wanted to be. Don’t fuck this up now Queen, because you’re afraid. Paul’s gone, I can’t fix that, but I can fix this. So tell me what’s really going on.”
Queen was hesitant to speak, “Look I’m not stupid. I watch ESPN. If you’re the first Draft pick then you’re going to be drafted to the new expansion team the Nevada Kings.”
“Okay, So…”
“So, I didn’t apply to school in Nevada, let alone in Las Vegas. Hell, with my GPA, even if I applied now, I’ll never get accepted into a Medical School there. Luckily I’ve already been accepted into a few programs. That is if I can pull my grades out of the toilet again and manage to graduate. Still, the closest I’ll be able to get to Nevada is California, at UCLA.”
“Is this what all this was about? You don’t want to go to Medical School because you can’t be with me in Vegas? Queen come on… Don’t give up your dreams for me. I don’t care if I get drafted to the Alaska Eskimos and you go to school in China, you’re still going to be my woman.” Logic declared as he pulled Queen into his strong arms. “Don’t sabotage your future because you are afraid of losing me. I love you too much to let you do that.”
“So, what does that mean?”
“It simply means that Mye Queen is going to be a doctor if she plans on being my wife. You said that we should get married after you finished Medical School. I think you’re right. So, when you finish school we’ll get married. And if you never finish school then… I don’t know what else to tell you.”
“Logic, you don’t understand. I can’t do the distant lover thing. I know I can’t. Hell, the furthest I want you to be from me is in the next room. I couldn’t stand for you to be gone for three days, let alone four fucking years. Speaking of which, I need to tell you something.”
Logic knew exactly what she had to tell him. But he didn’t want to hear it. It didn’t matter. Personally, he didn’t really give a damn what Teddy did to get her back to him. The only thing that mattered was that she was home.
“Queen, you don’t owe me an explanation.”
“I’m not going to explain. I have no excuse for what I did. I need to confess. I owe you that.”
“No, you don’t owe me anything and you sure don’t need to confess, because I really don’t want to hear it. The only thing I need you to do is to wake up and move on from here. I’m not stupid either. Nothing the two you did on that ranch will change the fact that I love you and plan to marry you. Besides that was different. You weren’t yourself. So, let’s just deal with what’s going on today. Okay? What’s in the past is in the past.”
Queen eyes begin to fill with tears. Logic either didn’t get it, or he simply didn’t want to get it. The fact was that she couldn’t do the long distance thing and remain faithful, let alone engaged. “I can’t do it Logic. Just let me sit next year out and apply to school in Nevada.”
“No, I can’t let you do that. Your mom would kill me if I did. Go to UCLA, and we’ll have to make it work until you can transfer. Do it for me. Please, just do it my way for once. Okay?” Logic begged as he wiped the tears from Queen’s wet face. He sampled her lips. They were as sweet as honey. Just like the very first time he kissed her. “I’ve loved you all my life. I’m not going to give up on you now.”
Queen did not respond. She sought his tongue and sucked it deep in her mouth. She knew that nothing had been decided or discussed that would change the fact that somehow she was going to fuck all of this up.
“Promise me that I won’t lose you.” Queen pleaded as she stared into Logic’s handsome face, noticing tears in the wells of his eyes straining not to fall.
“I promise.” He conceded as he picked her up as if she was as light as a feather and carried her into their bedroom.
Moments later his face was buried between her thighs doing what he did best, pleasing his Queen. It didn’t take long before she erupted like Mt Saint Helen. Seconds later she mounted him showing him just how good it was to be her King. He matched her stroke by stroke sending ripples of pleasure up her spine as their dramatic climb to ecstasy neared completion. Sensing she was close he flipped her on her back tossed her legs over his shoulders and reminded her exactly why he was the reigning King.
Chapter 2
Understandably, Queen and Teddy intentionally steered clear of each other for awhile after their weekend at the ranch. Queen now knew what she had suspected all along. Teddy was deeply in love with her. Oddly enough, what she didn’t fathom was that what she misinterpreted as lust for Teddy was in fact her own, unique brand of love. She didn’t want to label it as such, because that would somehow imply that her love for Logic wasn’t legitimate. Even though that was as far from the truth as the sun is from the earth. It never occurred to her that she was capable of loving them both with equal resolve and passion.
Although Teddy was no longer a daily fixture in her life she couldn’t keep her mind off of him. No matter how much Logic sexed her, she could not stop her craving for that man. Every solo flight she took, and there were many, Teddy was always the captain of the vessel that plunged her into nirvana.
So when Logic announced that they were having a get together at their place Queen had mixed feelings. She hadn’t seen Teddy in almost three weeks. Naturally she missed him, but she was certain that her body was going to go bananas the second that he swaggered in the room. Nonetheless, he’d be there in less than an hour and there was no way that she was going in with a loaded gun or one in the chamber so to speak. So, she decided that she’d better convince Logic to give her a little afternoon delight.
“Logic… come here I have something to show you.” She seductively teased.
“I saw it last night and this morning. And I’m pretty sure that I’ll probably see it again tonight, so no thank you. I’ll pass.” Logic joked as he prepared to make a run to the store. “I’ll be back. I got to go to the liquor store to get some ice and some more beer. Do you want anything?”
“Uh yeah! I want you to come here before you go.”
Logic enters the bedroom to find Queen in her Cheerleader's uniform, pom-poms in hand, poised in the patented, “Don’t you wanna fuck me?” cheer pose.
“What the fuck?”
“I just remembered how you use to sit in the bleachers at my practices waiting patiently for just a glimpse of my spanks. So, I thought I’d give you another opportunity to take a peek.”
“Oh you dirty little…” Logic grinned as Queen kicked her leg up high revealing that she had no panties on. “Queen we have guest coming over in less than an hour.” He pleaded.
“Then I guess you’d better stop wasting time.” She advised as she did a front split in front of him, resting her head in her hands to watch his reaction.
“You know that’s my shit… Fuck them niggas! Teddy or Dorian can get the damn beer.”
Logic picked Queen up from the floor and kissed her with all the fire and passion of a whorehouse in blaze. She wrapped her thick thighs around his waist and squeezed tight. He quickly unzipped his pants and stuffed her with his goodness. She gasped, “I love you!” as he drove it home fast, hard and balls deep.
He knew that Queen was just trying to unload. It didn’t take long for him to figure out that Queen used sex as a means of depressurizing and handling her stress. She liked it rough when things got tough. And that was exactly how he was going to give it to her.
He pounded her unmercifully before laying her on the bed and thrusting his head up that, way too short Cheerleader's skirt. He devoured every ounce of her honey pot, licking it clean, assuring there would be absolutely nothing left for her precious Teddy Bear to steal or plunder.
Queen squealed as her smoldering release came. Logic quickly reentered her and rode the wave of passion in with her. Moments later they exploded like two Roman Candles. Panting, sweating and laughing they held each other tight.
“You are so damn hot in that uniform. That was a good one. You got me that time.”
Queen laughed, “A girl’s got to wave her skirt as a freak flag every now and then. And I knew your big freaky ass loved that particular flag.”
“You have no idea how many times I fantasized about you and that damn Cheerleader’s uniform. And that split was all it took. Fuck the party.”
Queen grabs her phone from the night stand and calls Jade.
“What’s up Queen?” Jade answers.
“Nothing, can you stop and get some ice and some beer on your way? We’re running a little behind schedule.”
“You two in there fucking, aren’t you?”
“Not anymore. I got to get in the shower. I’ll see you when you get here.”
“Is Teddy coming?” Jade cautiously asks.
“Yeah, why?”
“Never mind, I’ll see you when I get there.”
“Is everything okay?”
“Yeah! I’ll talk to you about it when I get there.”
“Okay.” Queen mumbled as she watched Logic strip down and head for the shower. “I got to go. Something just came up.”
“Yeah I bet it did.” Jade laughed as Queen hung up.
Queen stripped off her uniform and hurried to the shower to join Logic for round two.
Chapter 3
Jade and Dorian were the first to arrive. Logic and Queen somehow pulled everything together just in time without a moment to spare. Queen had pretty much isolated herself from everyone except her small circle of close friends. It felt good to relax and enjoy their company.
“So where’s your Sugar Bear?” Jade asked as she helped Queen in the kitchen.
“Don’t even start that bullshit.”
“No, don’t you start. You two think I’m stupid.”
“I don’t know what you’re talking about. I haven’t talked to Bear since that weekend at the ranch.”
“See yeah, that’s the thing. Why? If nothing happened like you said. Why have you two been avoiding each other like you have the flesh eating virus? Oh that’s right, because you do!”
“First of all stop asking questions that you already know the answer to and second keep your voice down. I’m engaged.”
“So you admit that the two of you…”
“The two of us survived something very traumatic by leaning on each other. And that’s all.”
“Okay, I’m going to let this one slide, because I’m so glad to have you back that I’d overlook you fucking King Kong as long as it got the job done.”
“He wasn’t quite as big as King Kong, but he sure got the damn job done.” Queen snickered beneath her breath.
“So now what? Did you two get it out of your system and are now finally ready to just be friends?”
“We’ve never been more than friends.”
“Yeah I know I should have put a modifier on that. Are you finally ready to be friends without benefits?”
Queen did not answer, she simply held up her ring for Jade to see. “Need I keep reminding you?”
“See, that doesn’t answer the question, because that ring, as exquisite as it is, has never stopped you before. You need to keep reminding your damn self that you are engaged. That ring has not done a damn thing to keep you two separated, or your legs shut.”
“I know, but I’m hoping that somehow it will sooner or later. Jade, I’m in a lot of trouble.” Queen confessed.
“Why what’s going on?”
“Teddy and Logic are both high in the Draft. In fact they’re expected to go at number one and number two.”
Jade looked puzzled. “I know! Queen that’s good news.”
“Yeah, for them… but it’s not so good for me. There are five new expansion teams that we didn’t consider. Las Vegas Nevada and Los Angeles have the top two picks.”
“Okay… so what?”
“So if Logic goes first in the Draft as expected then he will be drafted to the Nevada Kings. And if Teddy is drafted second then he’ll go to Los Angeles to play for the Archangels.”
“Queen, I don’t see the problem.”
“Jade, the only Medical School even remotely close to Nevada that accepted me is UCLA, which puts me in Los Angeles with Bear.”
“Oh fuck… that is definitely not good. What does Logic have to say about that?”
“He wants me to go to UCLA. I offered to wait a year, and apply to a school in Vegas. But he insists that I go to UCLA. Jade I don’t think I can do it. No, I know I can’t do it.”
“Queen, you don’t have a choice. I don’t get it. Why can’t you bury this shit with Teddy?”
“I’ve buried it countless times. Unfortunately, it was between my legs.”
Jade laughs. “Yeah, you’re right about that. Well maybe it will be alright this time.”
“Yeah, maybe, but I don’t really see how.” Queen said unconvinced. Before Jade could respond the doorbell rang. “That’s probably him now.”
“Queen, look there’s something about Teddy you need to know…” Jade hesitates.
“What? Why do you keep skirting around this. What is it?”
Jade blurts it out, “Teddy has a girlfriend. They’ve been dating for the past three weeks.”
Queen stopped dead in her tracks as if she had a mini stroke or something.
“Queen did you hear what I said?”
“Yeah, but it sounded like you said that Bear has a girlfriend. But that’s crazy shit. Bear hasn’t had a girlfriend since the seventh grade.”
“I know. I was that girl. So, you know that I know. But, he has one now.”
Queen took the news with mixed emotions. She couldn’t quite figure out why. She should have been thrilled that Bear found someone other than her to love. But she couldn’t find a way to believe that, that was possible. Let alone be happy about it.
“Wow, I didn’t see that one coming.” She mumbled.
“I can’t believe Logic didn’t mention it. Dorian told me last night. I figured you knew.”
“No actually he didn’t say a word.” Queen tried desperately to recover. But there were too many unanswered questions. “Do you think he…”
“What? Do I think he’s in love with her? I don’t know. But if he is it’s going to be a dark and cold day in hell and the devil is shoveling snow and giving away free snow cones.” Jade laughed. She quickly notices that Queen doesn’t find it a laughing matter at all. “Oh shit! No! Look Queen… get your shit together. Don’t even start. Wipe that damn look off your face right now, before Logic sees it.”
“What look?” Queen asked preoccupied in thought.
“Don’t make me put your hand on this fuckin stove to bring your ass out of it, because I will do it.”
Queen pops back to reality. “Stop being so damn dramatic... I’m fine. Let’s go meet the bitch.”
“Oh hell! Here we go.” Jade groaned.
~*~*~
Somewhere between the kitchen and the living room Queen regained her senses and found her damned mind. What the fuck was she thinking? Teddy’s never professed his love to any woman but her. So what if he was falling for this woman. Queen realized that she should be the happiest person on the planet for him. Hell, she should throw his ass a damn party. Then it hit her- that was exactly what Logic was doing.
“Sneaky little prick! He’s just trying to rub my face in this shit to see if he can get a rise out of me. I’m not even going to give him the fucking satisfaction. If he really wants to know how I feel about Bear then he needs to grow some balls and just ask.” Queen thought to herself.
As she entered the room Queen instantly felt the intense heat of everyone’s eyes on her poised to gauge her reaction. To be honest Queen never really looked at the girl. Her heart melted the second her eyes met Teddy’s. She rushed to him and gave him a big warm hug and a gentle kiss on the lips. Teddy quickly wrapped his arms around her lifting her feet off the floor as he swung her around like a rag doll.
“It’s good to see you. How have you been holding up?” she asked as he returned her to the floor.
“I’m good. God I missed you Mye Queen. I’ve been so busy trying to rebound from all this madness; I haven’t had a chance to stop by and check on you. You look good. How have you been?”
“I’m good. Who’s your date?” Queen asked as she turned to face Teddy’s beautiful friend who stood by watching their reunion.
“This is Samyra. Sam this is Mye Queen.”
“Welcome, it’s good to meet you Samyra.” Queen smiled as she offered Samyra a sisterly hug.
Samyra smiled. “It’s great to finally meet you Queen. Call me Sam.”
Samyra was a drop dead gorgeous woman who appeared to be an exotic mix of African American, Native American, Asian and some European nationality that Queen couldn’t quite pinpoint. The result was a stunning young black woman with long, soft naturally curly, coal black hair, smooth bronze skin and large expressive almond shaped brown eyes. Oh yeah and a lean but sexy body guaranteed to make every dick in a fifty mile radius hard.
“Teddy has told me so much about you. I feel that I already know you.” She added.
“I bet he didn’t tell you everything about her.” Jade mumbled beneath her breath. Queen pretended not to hear.
“Well it’s certainly a pleasure to meet you. Have you met Jade?” Queen asked.
“Oh yeah this is Jade, Dorian’s girl.” Teddy nonchalantly mumbled and nodded in Jade’s general direction.
“Hi Jade it’s a pleasure to meet you as well. We’ll have to get to know each other better, because Teddy hasn’t mentioned a thing about you.”
Jade managed a wry fake smile and reserved comment as she rolled her eyes at Teddy.
“I’d better go check on the food. Make yourself at home.” Queen apologized as she excused herself and headed for the kitchen. Jade followed on her heels.
“Dorian said that she was beautiful, but damn! I’m not gay or anything, but I think she made my clit hard.” Jade joked.
“She is stunning.” Queen wryly agreed as she checked on the crab cakes that were in the oven.
“That’s all you have to say?”
“What else is there to say? I’m happy for him. Maybe she’s good for him. He needs someone that can ground him.”
“I thought that’s where you came in. Isn’t that your job?”
“I’m not always going to be there to do that. Bear deserves someone special in his life.” Queen replied as she took out the cutting board and begin to cut the vegetables for the toss salad.
“This shit is killing you isn’t it?” Jade smiled. “I can see it all over you. You’re jealous.”
“What of the fact that Bear has a girlfriend? No I’m good. It actually could be the answer to a lot of my problems.”
“Yeah okay... Don’t think I can’t see through that quiet storm front you’re trying so hard to project. I can see the wheels turning in that little devious mind of yours. What are you planning to do?”
“I am not plotting or scheming anything. I have no clue what you are talking about. I said that I was happy for him. Why would I be planning to do anything?”
“Whatever bitch.” Jade laughed.
Queen continued to chop vegetables like she didn’t have a care in the world. Inside she was torn apart. She was so distraught that she could hardly contain herself. Jade was right, she was jealous and that scared the hell out of her.
Seconds later Teddy appeared in the kitchen doorway. “Is everything okay back here? Do you need some help Mye Queen?”
“No, but thanks for asking, I got it under control.”
Teddy could tell by Queen’s demeanor that she was bothered by his relationship with Samyra. “Jade, can you give me a minute alone with Queen.”
Jade crosses her arms across her chest, shifts her weight to one hip and stares at him, trying to gauge his motive and his intent. “For what?”
“None of your damn business, nosy.” He snarled.
Queen nods for her to leave.
“You two need therapy, Jesus, and the Holy Ghost, that’s all I have to say.” Jade responds as she reluctantly leaves.
Queen is quiet as she tosses the large bowl of salad she was preparing.
“I missed you.” Teddy’s deep sultry voice admitted, sending ripples up Queen’s spine. “Did you miss me?”
“Of course I did. It’s been almost three weeks since the last time I saw you.”
“You know what I’m talking about. Don’t you?”
“Bear…”
“It’s a simple question- yes or no. Answer the question Mye Queen.”
Queen hesitates, there really was no point in lying. The truth was that there was not a day or night that went by that she didn’t crave his touch. “Yes.” She simply conceded as she put the salad in the refrigerator.
Teddy moves in close behind her. Close enough that she could feel his dick swell beneath the fabric of his jeans. “Then we need to talk, somewhere where we can be alone for awhile.”
Queen turns to face him. She searches his eyes. They still look at her with the same familiar longing that they’ve always had for her. “What about Sam? Who is she to you?”
“Sam is just another Red Sonja… Nothing more and nothing less.”
Queen quickly dodges pass him and Teddy reaches into the refrigerator and grabs a beer just as Logic enters the kitchen.
“Hey, grab that bottle of wine Teddy, while you’re in there.” Logic requests as he grabs wine glasses from the cabinet. “How’s the food coming, baby? Do you need me to do anything?” he asked as he kisses Queen’s lips.
“No, I’m good. Everything’s ready.”
“Okay, well let me put the wine on the table and I’ll be right back to help you serve.” He replies as he leaves the kitchen with the wine and the glasses in hand.
Teddy’s eyes never leave Queen. He takes a big gulp of the beer and swallows hard. “So what’s it going to be Mye Queen?”
“I’ll call you next week.”
A broad sexy grin crossed his face. “We’ll talk more then.”
Chapter 4
Knowing she was as wrong as a hooker turning tricks in the choir loft Queen called Teddy. She knew what was up, but she didn’t care. This was a talk that they desperately needed to have before the NFL Draft. If Queen could not hold her ground and keep her panties out of his mouth then she knew that she had absolutely no chance of surviving a year alone with him in Los Angeles.
Queen arrived a little late. Teddy was nervously nursing a Corona when she walked into the crowded bar and grill. She smiled and his eyes brighten as if he just saw the sun rise for the very first time.
“Mye Queen, I was beginning to think that you weren’t going to show up.”
“Sorry, I’m running a little late.” Queen apologized as she hugged him. The scent of Teddy’s cologne was intoxicating and haunted her as she sat in her seat across from him.
“It was worth the wait. You look beautiful.” He sighed.
“Thanks.” Queen said as the waitress came with a menu.
“What’s wrong, you seem on edge. Is everything okay?” He asked concerned.
“No, not really… Yeah. Look Bear, I can’t do this with you.”
“Do what Queen? We’re just having lunch.”
“I can’t…”
“You can’t what?”
“I can’t stand to be around you. I fuckin just can’t!”
“Why? What are you talking about?”
“Bear my body aches for you like a fucking toothache. It doesn’t even matter how much Logic screws me. And I don’t know how to make it stop.”
“Then don’t. Let me make it stop.”
“I can’t keep cheating on Logic with you.”
“Then call off the engagement.”
“What? No! And then what? What about Sam?”
“Queen I told you what was up with Sam.”
“Dorian told Jade that you two have been dating exclusively for the past month. Are you falling in love with her?”
“First of all, Dorian needs to stay out of my damn business. It’s not like that. It might appear that way, but it’s not. Second, I told you that I was in love with you. Nothings changed. And you have to know that I want you just as bad as you want me.”
“But Sam said that she’s probably moving with you once…”
Teddy quickly interrupts. “I don’t give a damn what Sam said. She’s not moving with me to Los Angeles.” Teddy declared as he cruised the menu. “I can’t stop her from moving to L.A. but she’s not living with me. Uh hells no!”
“So you’re going to Los Angeles?”
“Yeah... And I have never been so happy to be number two in my entire life.” He laughed.
“I know it was wrong but I was praying that Logic was selected second.” Queen confessed.
“I heard that you’ll be at UCLA. Tough break Pretty Kitty.” Teddy sarcastically smirked.
“This shit is not funny Bear. I don’t want to be a Red Sonja for the rest of my life. I’m going to lose him if I go to Los Angeles with you.” Queen whined.
“Seems to me you’re going to lose him either way. If he was really the one you wouldn’t want me. This thing between us is not going to be resolved until it runs its course. Believe me I know. There were nights that I thought I was going to lose my damn mind, lying there listening to you fuck Paul. So you don’t have to tell me what it feels like to want something you can’t have.”
“So what do you suggest we do about it? Because this shit just won’t go away, no matter what I do.”
Teddy puts down the menu and stares intensely at Queen. He summons for the waitress. “Check please.” He carefully places a hotel key card on the table in front of Queen. “Fuck lunch let’s have some desert.”
~*~*~
The door to the hotel suite barely closed before Queen jumped in Teddy’s arms kissing him hard. He worked feverishly to pull her top off, unsnap her bra and free the melons that held the sweet nectar he craved. She giggled as he sucked one of her full breast deep in his throat sending a tickle through her entire body that resonated to the core of her sensuality.
He carried her effortlessly to the large King size bed with her thighs still wrapped tight around his waist as he continued to suckle her breast as if he was a ravenous newborn. He threw her on the bed and instantly rid himself of his shirt and the jeans that strained against his swollen dick.
Queen quickly wiggled out of her tight jeans and knelt before his magnificent nude frame. She moaned as she sucked his fullness deep into her throat, slurping its chocolate goodness like a cup of hot chocolate with marshmallows on top. Her eyes watched him as his knees weakened as she continued to devour his cock. Teddy’s eyes locked onto hers as he watched her lick, suck and stroke him to completion.