Excerpt for 4 White Walls by Leanne Elliott, available in its entirety at Smashwords

4 White Walls Vol I


The Inevitable Circle

Ambushed

Alive In The Moment

Quack in the Night

Mother, Dear Mother

Fly Free For The Moment

Sage Angel

4 White Walls

Just Ask Gran

Understand

White Cross, Green Grass

Poor Little Ebony

Big City Business

Curses

Curiosity

O'Night

Unworthy

Despair Unseen

“Quotes” & “Haiku”


All Poetry has been previously published on

StormSage Central prior to September, 2009.

www.blog.stormsagecentral.com



© Leanne Elliott, 2010


Published at Smashwords.



This book is dedicated to the

inspirational people in my life….

You know who you are.


Poetry


The Inevitable Circle

I have tried all my life

to comprehend the meaning of death;

to understand the circle we travel.

After life, what is there left?


And strangely now that I am confronted

with death, so close to home;

it has brought with it an inner calm,

replacing my fear of the unknown.


Death is something we can not change -

life, must be time well spent,

but there will come a time when death has you in its sight

and its gaze will not relent.


Inevitable is the circle of life

it is a force even human gods can not control.

Ultimately, death may conclude all life,

yet it can never take the soul.


I Wonder Why

You leave me feeling

Like a fragile hollow bubble

Floating over a field

Of sickly scented roses;

Enveloped in thorns

Protruding and ever so near.


You leave me feeling

Like a flat, deflated tyre

Immaterial and expendable;

Mended many times before

A temporary fix.

Now a spare, until whenever.


You leave me feeling

Like a neglected puppy,

Starved for affection

Abandoned and alone.

Wanting to love and to be loved

Needing a happy home.


You leave me feeling

Like a subservient fool

Detaining the truth

Of just how I feel

From even myself

Choosing ignorance; for it is, 'bliss'.


And yet…….. I am still here.


Ambushed

As I watch all I have known

crumble at my weary feet;

I can only describe my existence, this moment,

as being bitter sweet.


I do not want to realize

my own pain; held deep within.

Yet I find the suffering of others, harder to endure;

contorted faces - despairing.


Fate can not be right this time,

a mistake has been made, somewhere.

And if this is not the case, I believe

'God' to be cruel and equally unfair.


Ambushed with nowhere to run,

our hands are forcefully tied;

living on but hope alone,

all prayers so far denied.


(written 2003; about a loved one with terminal illness)


Alive In The Moment

Tranquil and secluded sandy beach

paperbark trees lining

her shores

so still and crystal clear.

Looking down to see

the sand between my

cold wet toes;

twitching with an exhilaration

not often felt

amidst the hustle and bustle

of existing; of everyday life.


Material walls, held upright

by metal poles and nylon ropes,

soon erected

where leaf covered sand

meets the thick

somewhat eerie bush setting.

Two huge gum trees

reach for the sky, with their

many twisted branches,

likened to dozens of bark covered tentacles

trying desperately to grasp the heavens.


The postcard sunset

admires at its own reflection

captured within

the liquid mirror below.

Such beauty is

to be admired.

Solid reflections unmask the shadows

of tiny little fins

and tail, busily making their way

to safety

before the exposure of night.

Only to become an evening snack

for the hungry, acrobatic Hawke,

so graceful and efficient;

full bellied and flying away

with what I believe was

a “goodnight” call.


Across the immense

body of brackish water

now silhouetted against

the dimly lit horizon;

mountains jut up

rising from the blackness.

Divulging their presence

ever so subtly.


The mountains too watching

as the Tsunami of fog

second by second, by second

it rolls down the lake -

Obscuring the night time beauty

with a fairy floss

coldness, only warmed

by the smokey campfire.

Dancing in the darkness.


Then like a magician

The opaque fog

Makes the world around me

Disappear.

It is now

in this very moment

that I am “living”;

Not just existing


Quack in the Night

Little duck,

in the dark,

do you ever get cold?

Where is your family?

lonely little duck,

so fluffy and not very old.


Next to the camp fire,

searching for morsels

of the tasty food people bring;

a woodland duck,

brown, black and beige, except for

the green feathers, so shiny tipping your wings.


Cute little duck,

with your belly fully,

waddle of into the lake; now hidden by fog.


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