This as others of Raymond Nickford’s novels and stories, comprise a new series of psychological suspense and romance, the supernatural and ghost stories, each balancing the macabre with a poignant theme centring around characters whose lives are driven to extremity and drawn on by the tantalising hope - sometimes delivered by fate or fortune - of happiness.
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A CHILD
FROM
THE WISHING WELL
Raymond Nickford
Copyright Raymond Nickford 2011
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Also by Raymond Nickford
Aristo’s Family
Mister Kreasey’s Demon
Twists in the Tale
Family Tree
A Musical Calling
One Good Turn
Dedicated to CPRN
CHAPTER ONE
Gerard Botolph picked up the child-sized violin he’d bought for his daughter. He plucked. The reply was a strange baleful tone, an eerie jangling… reminding of the music tutor’s advertisement in the Malvern Gazette. Seven-year-olds were welcome.
‘Tomorrow. Yes, tomorrow, Rosie. I’ll take you to see Miss Stein.’ He found himself speaking into the empty room.
He took a last glance at her violin. An unaccountable sweat had transferred itself to the soundboard.
‘What does “ Miss Stein LRAM” mean, Dad?’
‘Licentiate of the Royal Academy of Music. Don’t point, Rosie, please.’
Twice over, he’d been clumsy. He’d remembered to add the “please” but a “sorry” might have taken some of the bite from his correction. After all, Rosie only pointed her finger at the brass plate above the middle panel of an imposing front door. Yet no Botolph, right back to Joseph Babbington Botolph, the first in the line of stockbrokers would point, except to the size of his wallet. Even the surname was as ugly as their love, for none was ever given, unless in return for success. Success first. That was the Botolph expectation.
‘We don’t want Miss Stein to come to the door and find a finger pointing into her navel.’ He spoke softly this time, trying to relax his hand around hers. It was just a playful shake, he told himself. Yes, playful.
‘Remember ? First impressions?’
Her hand felt snug in his, the warmth not just thermal.
‘Why are you holding my hand, Dad?’
He peered down. She stood smart in the freshly washed cotton dress which Sandra, the au pair, had ironed. Rosie’s hand slid out of his.
She stood, corrected, in her school’s blue-and-white check summer dress. He’d tried, but it was too late for his “sorry”.
‘What are first… ’
‘Impressions, Rosie?’
‘Are they like… ’
The door opened before Gerard could answer. The bronze plate gave way to a blaze of exotic summer flowers. They cascaded on a cream background designed into a smocked sun dress. The dress was strappy enough to have adorned to better effect the figure of a lady fifty years younger than the wrinkled old woman standing inside the garment.
‘You must be little Rosie! Can I call you Rosie?’
‘Yes, Miss.’
‘Oh come on, those big brown eyes are looking up at Ruth! Not “Miss”.’ Ruth isn’t your dragon of a schoolteacher!’ Ruth mimicked a dragon, but judging by Rosie’s fallen mouth, the tutor must have appeared to her more ape than dragon. If so, the moment of trauma was passed, for Rosie’s lips melted into a smile.
‘See? Ruthy’s funny… and a teacher!’ Ruth assured.
‘Not - not “funny” like -’ Rosie turned to her father, then bit her lip.
‘Come on now, dear. I’m going to show you the wonderful new world in music and you’re going to show me the wonderful world in your smile, before it wilted. The bending heads of my petunias wilt, so forlorn when I forget to water them. You haven’t lost it have you? The smile?’
‘Daddy loses his smile - often! So wouldn’t his wilt ?’
‘Well, dear, we won’t go to places we shouldn’t, don’t you think?’
Rosie’s lips were quickly sealed again. He had made her serious when, beneath, she was precocious, even though sometimes stumbling on her words, Gerard realised.
As Ruth bent closer to her pupil, he puzzled at the innocence which Ruth cultivated to disguise a woman in her late eighties. She possessed girlishly-long hair, bouffant at the front but elaborately worked to a single plait, hanging down a half-bare back, the miracle ultimately terminating at the base of her spine.
‘I’m Gerard Botolph - and you are Ruth Stein, I presume?’
‘Oh yes! Your Daddy can presume! Can’t he Rosie?’ Ruth said, taking Rosie’s hand and speaking through her instead; Ruth the ventriloquist but Gerard the dummy still standing on her doorstep.
‘My goodness me! Where did you get these nice long fingers? Are they going to play on one of my violins? Are they? I’m afraid they can’t play on the violin Daddy has bought for you. It looks too large to me and we have to look at the length of your little arms first.’
‘I’ve got quite large arms.’ Rosie seemed to plead for Ruth’s approval.
‘We must test, compare, measure, Rosie Botolph!’ Ruth cupped her hand around Rosie’s head and began to lead her into the hall of Laburnum Lodge.
‘Test, compare, measure!’ Rosie enthused, smiling up at the tutor. ‘And maybe be dragons after?’
‘Most certainly dragons after - and Ruth is the biggest dragon of them all!’ Ruth awkwardly bent to meet Rosie at eye level.
Biggest dragon of them all... Gerard shivered. The doubting was due to his tablet. He’d be calm once the Diazepam kicked in. Halston said it might be early symptoms of paranoia but too early for the doctor to treat as such. He was no psychotic, more a wreck of the Botolph expectation.
After all, the tutor, as she engaged Rosie, was so refreshingly open. As Ruth spilled with high spirits she seemed, at times, as readable as a child’s fairy tale. Gerard would rely on sixth sense. She possessed energy too, liveliness, exotic flowers, sunshine and little kindnesses in the form of caramelised eggs; like the one she was placing in Rosie’s palm… there could be nothing sinister about kindness.
She was taking a metronome off the hall table, holding it out to Rosie, making a pantomime of a hen clucking to its rhythm. Silly, childlike - but winning. No Botolph could ever do that. She’d brought to Rosie a smile to make the sun come out.
Rosie was looking up; her smile transferred to him.
‘Dad? You’re - you’re waiting for me,’ she frowned, ‘watching me choose my egg sweet and watching Ruth when she makes me laugh with her clucking hen noises. You - you can smile too, Dad. Ruth isn’t a dragon, like Mrs Fenton at school. Ruth’s a play dragon!’
Rosie seemed as comfortable as an ivy on a tree trunk to stand beside Ruth. Gerard would forget his reservations about the tutor. That’s all they were - qualms. The lady was zany, dressed like a cockatoo but not unhinged.
‘... inside, Mr Botolph?’
‘Sorry?’
‘I said, you’re welcome - to step inside? Wait? ’Til our Rosie’s lesson is finished?’
Gerard turned instead to his daughter for a response. ‘Daddy doesn’t seem too sure - does he, Rosie? Are you coming inside, Mr Botolph?’
It registered; for the quizzing and kindliness in the tutor’s eyes told him he was welcome.
‘Inside, yes, just the “dire tonic”, Ruth - if you’ll forgive the pun.’
‘Oh ho! An ex stockbroker who appreciates the diatonic! He starts on the right note with Ruth!’ she grinned.
He followed the music tutor into the hall. She was holding his daughter’s hand while Rosie looked up at her, seeming to make a solemn vow to be a model pupil. For the old lady was surely the first adult ever to allow Rosie to play clucking hens.
But as the door chain rattled behind the three, Gerard felt a wave of nausea; a warning he needed to get Rosie and himself out, but there was no way out. He crushed the packet of Diazepam in the lining of his pocket. The doubting had started.
‘Shall we see if you’re as tall as my double-bass, our Rosie?’
‘“Our” Rosie?’ Gerard challenged. Something about the intimacy with which the tutor crouched level to his daughter’s face made his question slip out.
‘If we’re to test your height: it’s back right in to the wall and stand - straight!’ Ruth, apparently unaware of his rebuke, hovered around Rosie.
“Our” Rosie… he wondered again whether he could repeat his question, oblige her to face what seemed her delusion; for forty minutes Rosie might become her child. Had she fulfilled herself as a musician and tutor but, too late, craved to fulfil herself as a mother ?
He’d seen plenty of photographs of her, collections of them framed on the wall, some propped on slim pedestal tables along the hallway, but none with husband or child. Yes children, flocks of them, but always showing instruments or presentation certificates in their hands or junior ensembles behind them.
‘Can’t get any straighter, our Rosie. Now, let’s see who’s tallest, shall we?’ Ruth said, distracting Gerard from his thoughts as she loomed over his daughter again before the double bass. ‘Well, I think Rosie Botolph’s got just a little bit more growing to do before she’s as tall as: “Bertie the Bass. Tall and deep. Rosie to chase, with lots of sleep”!’ she sang.
The old Botolph decorum dictated he should do no more than stand and watch her pantomime until he was invited from the hallway into the music room itself. After all, the diversion must have only been Ruth’s practiced way of relaxing her pupil before instruction, little different to his relaxing a fresh recruit on a first day at the bank.
But the diversion seemed to have gone on a shade too long. He felt unease again; this time about the lady whose advertisement seemed to have left him standing half-willingly yet irreversibly in the hallway of her house.
‘I’ve now ten little followers coming to my Thursday lessons. Two more and I’d have twelve - just like disciples. Wouldn’t I, Rosie?’
But Rosie was more interested in following with wonderment the pattern of deep velvety colours in the flowers of her new friend’s dress.
That word - “disciples” - it returned to Gerard while he glanced at a child-size violin propped against a recess beside the fireplace; the instrument reminded of the small violin he bought for Rosie and thought of breaking.
Disciples… breaking… like bread at the Last Supper… the last…
The violin seemed to warn, still more loudly than when he first plucked its strings and they replied with a grotesque jangle. But if it warned, who was going to be crucified?
He glanced again at Rosie. She was abandoned to laughter as Ruth pretended now to hide her in the case to the large double bass.
But then he caught something in the glint of Ruth’s eyes and the shiver wouldn’t leave him.
CHAPTER TWO
The “hurricane” was a more acceptable name for Ruth, Gerard decided, as she fluttered like a trapped bird around Rosie, busying her, ushering her through the paraphernalia of the music room.
Pride of place was taken by a Steinway grand. Its length stretched into the bay window. A smaller Bechstein upright faced a wall. In nearly every other available space, there was a clutter of violin cases of all sizes, music stands and sheet music exercises already opened on the upright. Through all of this, the hurricane seemed able, miraculously, to move without dislodging anything she had lived with so long.
‘Is Daddy going to sit in or will he want the waiting room?’ She lowered a music stand for Rosie and found the strength in her bony fingers to tighten the nut home.
Why should he sit in? It amounted to vetting the lady as he would a new recruit to the Stock Exchange before stress reduced him to a bank manager.
‘There’s always the New Statesman, if Daddy wants. I even take the Economist for Daddy-stockbrokers who’ve become Daddy bank managers and who invariably cringe on hearing first endeavours of bow on string. More in the waiting room.’
He duly shuffled the pile. He might as well have taken a newspaper with him into the waiting room, for the backs of both tutor and pupil were turned on him.
But he must always remember, for there would come a time when Rosie would remember, his indifference, if he sought nothing but the sanctuary of the quiet room at the far end of the hall. Now was a chance to be more than all the other Botolphs… retreating to their clubs, hiding themselves behind big newspapers on whose pages Rosie would hardly read, still less comprehend price indices.
He would sit in.
Ruth’s frame seemed to creak as she bent to lower the height of the music stand for her pupil. She was going through the motions now, rubbing the hair of the child-sized bow with rosin, plucking each string close up to her better ear to follow with the striking of the same note on the piano, tightening and loosening each string, to ensure that Rosie’s A’s were pitched true A’s and D’s true D’s. It was beginning to seem more businesslike - what a Botolph should expect.
Rosie must have felt the tutor’s breath on her cheek as Ruth demonstrated how to pluck strings while singing:
‘Busy bee, roaming free,
Gathering honey for our tea.
Stroke him now, he won’t sting,
Kindness conquers everything.’
There was no reason to feel envious of her physical closeness, not while Rosie seemed so relaxed. And wasn’t his intolerance of an octogenarian - happiest when looking and sounding like a child - only the bank-manager’s-staff-meeting persona he showed every Thursday morning at review?
‘Again, Rosie? Yes. I can see. Again. “Busy bee, roaming free...”’
‘Ruth, the strings spell a word. G,D,A,E can be “AGED”!’ Rosie seemed at last to have relaxed from being overly proper for her newly discovered heroine.
‘Yes, yes, they can. But you’re forgetting our song! Come on now. ‘ “Busy bee, roaming free..” ’
Ruth’s tone was suddenly flat; a songster whose song, broken by age, squeaked and fell embarrassingly out of tune whenever her head tilted and her hearing aids shrilled in unison with her. Her song, for a child - her child for so long as she sang it, seemed to ask: wouldn’t you too want to cling on to your youth, try to sing like a child, be a child if ever you came to live like me... alone in a large Victorian house where silences could remind you that the next morning could be your last?
The violin lesson over, wasn’t the tutor only harmlessly opening up her miniature wicker basket full of chocolate caramelised eggs from which Rosie was to choose her favourite?
Rosie’s hand hovered over the little heap of sweets. She was marvelling at one wrapped in its bright foil, glittering like the pleasure she’d seen in the eyes of the old tutor who bent to study her so indulgently. Ruth’s was surely kindness, as in her singing to his daughter and yet which seemed to exceed anything earned by Rosie, a mothering, almost a smothering...
‘Well, our Rosie. Hetty the hen seemed to like your first violin - so much, I can hear her saying she’ll let you have another of her chocolate eggs. Maybe her very best egg if you can do as well on piano. But not until you’ve come with Ruth into the garden to look for my friends, the squirrels. Daddy can come too - as he’s not reading my periodicals!’ she said, without looking at him.
‘Shall I finish folding the music stand? Miss Stein - Ruth ?’ Rosie remembered. ‘I can carry it for you and then you won’t have to bend again.’
‘That’s sweet of you Rosie, but remember, the dragon’s still got lots and lots of strength in these!’ Ruth flexed her fingers as if limbering up for a fight - and it was a fight as she fumbled with the nut to collapse the stand and set it by the others.
She surprised him again. Despite all her apparent fussing and bustling, her plucking of strings, tightening of pegs, singing of songs, despite her two hearing aids and a back permanently turned on him, he sensed Ruth knew he wasn’t really reading her newspapers but that she was reading him.
Having manoeuvred his way through the upturned furniture, jardinières and half torn parasols in Ruth’s conservatory, Gerard looked through the grimy windows towards the most distant stretch of the garden where Ruth took Rosie for the interlude. The interval would be just long enough between violin instruction and piano to “introduce Rosie to my dearest squirrels” as Ruth put it.
She was girding up all the movement that age left in her bones, struggling to chase Rosie about trees then stopping, panting, contenting herself to please Rosie by swinging bags of cashew nuts she’d strategically hung in branches.
The more he watched, vision without sound, it seemed that Rosie - perhaps like all Ruth’s other pupils - followed not only her instruction, nor even her pantomime, but herself… ducklings following the duck until they were her own.
Rosie was already trying to stretch her arm about Ruth’s waist, jumping up and down, sometimes a little pain etched in Ruth’s face as she tried again to gather her bones and do… a danse macabre up the garden. He dismissed the thought. It was only his demons come to taunt. The sight of the old tutor hobbling beside Rosie was bizarre but it was happening and he was the spectator on his daughter, as he would always be.
Ruth Stein had worked a private alchemy. For all forty of those minutes, she transmuted baser things to her gold. Transmutation… wasn’t that mutilation of a kind? But he recognised the thought for what it was; a growing habit of allowing words to enter his mind and become distorted. As Heather said, he’d been bringing home stress after his fall from stockbroker to bank manager, a Botolph trait to cope with demotion.
He edged round the window frame again to watch the tutor strain to bend and then roll Rosie down the undulations in the lawn, Rosie gurgling with laughter… so simple, achieved in twenty-five minutes of Ruth’s first acquaintance, yet he couldn’t do it. No Botolph ever saw any sense in rolling a child down a garden. Yet for Ruth’s part it was obvious, whether Rosie flourished musically or not, the point hardly entered her consciousness; so busy was she with the little girl who came into her house and, it seemed, her life.
Rosie picked herself up and ran back to the house to start the piano session, grass stains on her dress at the hip and over her knees. Gerard inched back from the window. His girl didn’t have to see the truth; he was a spectator.
Then he sneaked another glance around the edge of the frame. The old tutor lingered alone at the top of the garden, wistfully brushing her foot through the tall grass which she could have hardly mown without pain. She seemed in a daydream; as if savouring the moment she’d spent with his daughter… perhaps tracing out in the grass an imaginary world in which she might have lived, alone with Rosie, as though… as though she would one day possess her, as mother and daughter.
CHAPTER THREE
Rosie turned around from the smaller of the two piano stools to glance back at her father. Her seat was drawn up close beside her tutor’s and yet she still needed, it seemed, to know he was there. Or was she hoping he would finally leave for the newspaper in the waiting room, no longer to see her fingers faltering over the keys?
Gerard was distracted by the flashing red bulb above the music room door and, simultaneously, the ringing of Ruth’s front door bell. She was completely unaware of either. He remembered her dependency on two aids.
‘Shall I answer for you? Miss Stein?’ Gerard spoke louder.
‘Ruth, please!’ she at last registered. But she wasn’t going to take her eyes off his child’s fingers.
‘I think your front door bell’s -’
‘Yes! Would you? Be a dear?’ Ruth shouted above her playing.
The visitor came as a relief. It was Heather.
‘Thought I’d collect Rosie, take her home. Want to see whether your Miss Stein is as superlative for Rosie as her advert makes her,’ she whispered.
The door of the music room opened, the tutor finally emerging. Hearing aids or not, Ruth surely couldn’t have heard them discussing her.
But Rosie… her walk… it seemed different... almost a somnambulist’s, Gerard thought. No, it was just another of his doubts catching up on him. If Rosie was sleepwalking towards some goal, it was nothing more than to keep the chin-rest of her violin firmly cupped beneath her chin all the time Ruth kept an unwavering eye on her struggle.